January 30, 2009

First of all I have NO clue why I am wide awake at 6 am! I am a big fan of sleep. I suppose my body feels I have had enough, that it possible. This week has went by in a haze, I got myself into a funk that I could not get out of, but I left work early yesterday went and spent time with my kids, let them play at McDonald's for a while, filed my taxes, Sarah helped the kids clean their rooms and I feel better today. I think the whole events from December just hit me like Monday, so I needed time. To my friends, I didn't mean to distance myself from you, well I did but I needed time to re-group. I love my friends and family more than anything and I think that is something everyone knows. Some days I feel like it is all just a dream. I worry what this world is coming to? There is such tragedy everywhere, hundreds of people being laid off, people killing themselves over being laid off, people are losing their homes and most are losing their minds. All I can say is I REALLY hope Obama can pull through and turn this economy around, it breaks my heart to see such struggles, not just in my own family but worldwide, which I guess is why I do not watch the news. I here news through other people or via the internet. I can not bring myself to sit and watch BAD news. I am sure things will work out (that's what your supposed to say right?). I just hope they do work out before it is too late for everyone.
Love,
Karen