Last Day of Treatment

Today was the last official day of my dad's cancer treatment. He had a cancer treatment graduation , pomp and circumstance and to boot. I try to think positive thoughts but when you get to a certain personal level it is hard to be optimistic. It is much easier cheering from the sidelines. Right now his biggest worry is not for himself, but for MawMaw, who is still not eating. I truly believe she would thrive better at home, where she could have more constant care and more support and having her there would make my dad feel better, but she can't be released if she will not eat. That, we will have to work on. Sarah is going to make dinner for everyone tomorrow night and take MawMaw some real food and see if she will eat that. It is also James' birthday! He is 25!! Happy Birthday brother!

I feel like lately I HAVE to blog or I am going to forget something, because my mind is racing in a million different directions and if I don't get it down then I may forget a moment that I will later regret, but if I forgot then how could I regret.. see this is how my mind works? I have no idea. I forgot what day of the week it was this week and honestly that was scary for me, that I have to add up days in my head to remember which day I am on. I am just thankful for this little blog of mine to put things "down on paper".