10/06/2006

It's in my head!One of the side effects of pregnancy are crazy dreams! Last night I had the most terrifying dream I have ever had in my life! I dreamed someone kidnapped Tyler, it was terrible I woke up scared and crying, heart beating fast, that dream was too real for me to handle! I was giving details to Steven about the truck they were in and everything! So of course I woke up and went to check on him and had to pick him up! And I thought to myself if anything ever happened to him I do not think my heart would beat again. He tries my patience day after day but I love him more every second. As for my little Belle, I love her already, I know what times she sleeps and what times she likes to move around and I truely feel these children are my reason for getting up every morning, for making it through hard times, for going to school. I NEVER knew love until I became a mother! (Yep another side effect of pregnancy.. these freaking hormones...as if I was not emotional enough before). I have been having , headaches and dizzy spells lately but nothing major, but I am going to talk to the doctor about it at my appointment on the 19th! I hope everyone has a great weekend! Love,Karen